He strung me along, slept with my best friend then dropped me like nothing.
I've lost them both but it's him I miss. urghhh!
My life has suddenly turned into an episode of The OC .
I'll tell you all the whole story one day when i'm not drowning in school work and selfpity. :P
hope life's good with all of you
♥
x
I do this too.
I spent a lot of my last D of E taking pictures of stupidly dressed people climbing snowdon.
You're on my Friends List, so I want to know 36 things about you. I don't care if we've never spoken, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine, or elaborate as much as you want. I want to know you better! Be Honest!
( Questions under the cut :D )
( My Answers. )
</div>i want to see pictures. she has to be a cutie.
congratulations Gerard and Lyn-z
:)
So guys i've moved my Project 365 over to tumblr
http://siankelly.tumblr.com/
if you want to check it out, my camera's broken so i've changed the rules a little bit.
xoxo
One again I'm jumping on the bandwagon. I've decided to give Project 365 a go, where I have to take a photo everyday for a year
Day 1 - 9/5/09
me and my girls
Ella, Mia and Bethany ♥
from the meme I posted the other day, Jess wanted to see my special place or memory box.
so yeahh, here's my box and its contents. If you want to know what anything is just ask and i'll explain. :)
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letscall_l you should totally remember the A4 paper in my hand writing in the top right hand corner :P1. Ask me to take pictures of any aspect of my life you're curious about.
2. Leave your requests as comments to this entry.
3. Please look at the previous requests as to not do repeats.
4. I'll snap the pictures and post them.
Dear Mum,
I don't have the energy to make our relationship work right now.
I don't know how it got so hard or why its all gone to shit over the weekend or even what it is I've done wrong.
It's three weeks untill exams, after that i'll sort this mess out. but for now i'm just going to study hard, keep out of your way and make you proud come august.
I love you
Sian
xoxo
One of the girls I used to go to school with has just got a place at college, she going two days a week to do hairdressing and is getting £30 EMA a week.
I've been in college since september, taking four A-levels ( History, Politics, R.S and English), I'm there from 8.30 till 3.35 5 days a week and I have to pay £70 a term for a bus pass. I'm nearly breaking under the pressure of essays and revision and exams but I get absolutely nothing off the government.
I know it does a lot of good but sometimes the whole system just seems so flawed and unfair.
not that it matters Hayley and I have already decided I'm just going to pierce my septum, buy some trashy clothes and become a high class tour-whore
I'm going to be the most over qualified SceneQueen around and everybody is going to hate me and its going to be awesome
lol :P
I was perfectly OK with not going to Leeds this year.
untill I saw the line up
Kings of Leon, Fall Out Boy, Brand New, Gallows,Artic Monkeys, Maximo Park, Vampire Weekend, Radio Head,The Gaslight Anthem.
FML!!
D:
D:
I found this today, messily scrawled on note paper hidden under my mattress, dated a month ago yesterday.
( tl;dr emoness. )
It went on for another 3 pages, tear stained midnight thoughts, but i'm glad I had written it because now looking back I can see how far I have come, things still aren't fixed but I'm definatly getting there. The anger has faded and so has some of the sadness.
Heres hoping I can look back in another month and things will be even better.
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1. comment this and I will give you 3 people.
2. post this meme with your answers.
3. provide pictures and the names of 3 people.
4. label which you would marry, shag, and throw off a cliff
so,
hippiemoose gave me these. ( Hot Stuff :P )
I'm not that interesting, but you should follow me: http://twitter.com/Sian_y
yeah, I know i'm so ~original with my user names.
:P
Politics, R.S
Two hours of Rugby in the sun
and my first ice cream of the year at lunch...
I'm going to count today as a win
:D
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So I got me some new hair!
its obnoxiously bright, and insufferably scene.
But I finally feel confident enough to pull it off so I went for it.and I kind of really love it
But I finally feel confident enough to pull it off so I went for it.and I kind of really love it
<3
I sung along and danced to my friends band, and am now sitting on my bed drinking tea and listening to Fall Out Boy.
I'm the happiest I have been since January 19th.
I feel acomplished.
♥
unf!
Yes Please
:P
Yes Please
:P
I'm back guys
I'm still just as broken as my last post, but i'm slowly getting there.
things may be a little emo from here on out but i'm not letting it take over.
ily all
xoxox
